the calm, just before the storm

im feeling good, no scratch that- im feeling great. but i dont think its cause i know my work- rather that by only having 3 hours sleep and getting up at 4am has made me numb to any negative emotions that normally would attack me before a paper... its just a half hour to go before my major physiology test and iv found something that i can trust in - after 3 years of studying, tests just dont carry the fear factor that they once did. iv left the mindset that every paper means the world and that failure could bring about the apocalypse... well... it could bring mine, but right now i couldn really care.:)